Today, the day after yesterday, the morning after everything I loved was lost, including a part of me!
A new way of harming discovered :/
A new me! :/ a sad me, I don’t think I can ever come back from this!
It’s a real struggle .. I feel like I’m trapped in this ride that will never end, it’s the scariest one ever! I feel alone, scared and heartbroken!
A choice was made, and it wasn’t me! Can anybody love me! :/
I do wonder! … :’(
It’s not me! :’(
Feeling hurt, and very broken!
New Ryan Russell photograph: Paramore in Atlanta, Georgia
Couldn’t resist sharing another shot from the Paramore show Tuesday night. You have no concept how amazing live they are unless you’ve actually been to a show. Jeremy did an incredible job with all the stage lighting for the tour too!
We love you RR!
Everyone says to get over you!
They say it will always be him you choose! They say ill never be good enough!
I wish it was me you’d choose! I’d never treat you bad :/ I just want us to be happy, for there to be an us! You don’t understand my actions of late were to protect myself not to hurt you! </3 I’d never hurt you intentionally! It was only by accident and the circumstances I found myself in .. I had to try to walk away from you, but I can’t, I just can’t do it! … I love you!
Feeling sick, tired and emotionally screwed up! Probably mentally aswell! :/ ahh!
The impossible happened today!
I gave up on you, on us!
One day you’ll see that it should have been me! ..